Survival instinct strong among Turks

Have you ever thought of the things that make you hold onto your life?

When I was watching the authorized documentary on the late musician Kurt Cobain, "Cobain: Montage of Heck," I thought that in some people, the basic instinct of survival does not exist. It just does not exist.
They live for some reason, create a wonderful world of imagination, inspire many people, leave a legendary memory and just leave this life that we know of. 

People fight with other people's thoughts, learn to cope with them, and sometimes take them as transformative elements in their lives, but Cobain let the pain that other people created consume him. 
His bipolar disorder, abdominal pain and addiction to drugs didn't help much either; but… 

I can't stop myself thinking… What if he lived today?

We already know that he hated interviews with the press; he wanted his music to speak for itself and never wanted someone else's words to describe his work of art but… 

Would anything be different if he were alive now? 

Would he be giving interviews sitting on a comfy couch in his cozy house with Courtney, or would they already be divorced, with Kurt in his second marriage? 
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Last month, I was returning from a trip to Los Angeles. On the 14-hour flight, I met someone. A nice-looking lady in her 50s, someone whose presence you feel without seeing her at first. 

I could just tell you that there was something about her just by looking at her face… Some kind of energy, an instinct that you can't explain with words; like a color, a scent, a feeling… She was sitting next to me and I just knew that we would be talking to each other right away.  

She said a warm hello and good morning after we woke up on the long flight....